Breakthrough...

Cue the music! BREAKTHROUGH!!!! YESSSS! Ive learned that breakthrough is a choice! Its something you have to FIGHT FOR and search for. Its something your flesh does not want! Well at least my flesh didnt. Isnt that weird. The word is true.....nothing good dwells in our flesh! I wanted to hang on to hurt, I wanted to continue to be ANGRY! For someone who has never lived life wanting to be angry. It was interesting that I would want to be angry and sad. What I had to do is PRESS and love those that I didnt trust or want to be around. That was the first step on my road to true FORGIVENESS. It will start out UNCOMFORTABLE....but after...

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EMOTION ROLLERCOASTER!

I feel like singing Destiny's Child....I feel like crying...I feel like throwing up...I feel you guys are talking about me...I hate y'all...Baby you the best!You suck...I don't have any friends...I love you...I could slap the taste out of your mouth....I think you are lying....Everyone thinks I'm crazy...I'm ugly...I'm fat...I could care less if I ever see you guys again in life...Have you ever felt like this? I used to be the kind of person that if I thought there was an issue...I would address it...no questions asked....did not care if I hurt your feelings. I had a problem and it was gonna get FIXED TODAY! I was completely blind of others...

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Changes...

"Wanna make some changes, might leave some scars and it just might change the very thing that you are...sure it can make you famous, but don't you think its dangerous not to be EXACTLY what you were created for?" -PJ Morton I remember listening to this song about a year ago right before my life drastically changed. Let's rewind back there shall we. Here I was in the prestigious College of Medicine at the University of Florida on a FULL RIDE doing what I always said I dreamed. Sounds picture perfect right? WRONG! I hated every day of it. I cried myself to sleep and cringed at the thought of going to that lab each day. The work wasn't exciting...

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No more knots: Natural Hair Victory!

If you know anything about me, you know the one thing I love (besides my Jesus of of course) is my hair! Natural hair that is! Ive always been into healthy hair but I must say that since Ive become natural (it will be three years next month YAY!)...its become a pretty significant part of my life. I have extremely curly hair and those of you out that know what that means: FAIRY KNOTS! Yes, those little knots that get in our hair on individual strands. I would spend endless time cutting them out! I love you beautiful fairy...but you have to get up out of my head! Besides keeping those ends clipped (I clip mine every 3 months) here is a list...

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28 Special Things I Did Before I Turned 29

I am now 29 years old! WOOOT! I have made collage of some special things I did before my last birthday! Hope you enjoy it! Twenty nine has never looked sooooo fi...

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