Tested, Tried, FAILED!

You never know who you are until you are face to face with a situation. Then you shall see if you are what you've been saying you are.  I think its healthy for us to have these situations.  How else will we know what we are made of?  Sometimes we think we are stronger or over certain things but you will never know until you confront those bones in the closet.   Had one of those days....well a couple of days.  Instead of crying about it...I decide to move on...thank God I'm alive and look forward to 2013.  Reflecting on it...it shows you that God can shield you by any means necessary...

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Ouch!

Never try and exercise in your Grandma's crowded house. Wounded. Slight teary eyed. Hopefully no bruises.  As much as I love coming here...no one has time to entertain me. Now Im bored, in pain and sad. Monday I said I wanted to stay forever...today I feel slightly different. Getting out of this house to find something to do...an idle mind starts to make up unnecessary foolery. :) Till Next Time, Enjoying My Time :)...

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20 Down...Reflection

This entry wont be long... Just sitting and reflecting on a doctor's visit in 2006 when I first began to gain this weight and couldn't figure out why I gained 50 pounds in less than a year.  Tests and test and more tests..doctor comes in says Hyperinsulemia.  WHAT THE HECK IS THAT!?!? Then the words...obese, hypertension, and diabetes II came into the conversation.... WAIT! I'm only 25 years old...and I don't want any of that!  What can I do? How can I stop this?  Why do I have this?  More talk about insulin, glucose, and hormones...and then the possibility of the birth control I was...

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Letters for Leslie Entry #2

Hallelujah! Glory to God! I have done it! Twenty pounds down and I am finally opened a letter, I ripped that thing off the wall like a beast and read it.  It was written by my good friend whose name is the same as mine without the E at the end.  I cried and cried.  She literally wrote me a four page letter.... So here's my YouTube entry:  1. Apple Cinnamon Water has boosted my metabolism 2. Green smoothies are good for digestion 3. Broccoli is delicous 4. Weight Loss is NOT linear 5. Weight Training HELPS and HURTS 6. People are much nicer to me now....its sad. 7. Running is HARD 8. Rest days are ESSENTIAL 9. Jillian Micheal is MEAN and a BEAST 10. Still Cant Tell AT ALL!  Till Next Time, Pushing toward 3...

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