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Life has brought me obstacles but with my faith coupled with diligence I have overcome it...watch me win!

White Plains, NY

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A Piece of Me

A life full of great memories always begins with a great family and some good friends :)

My Destination

Success is only one decision away...will you choose wisely?

My Passion!

Education is our most valuable resource as a society...we must work to preserve it and build a brighter future!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Breakthrough...


Cue the music! BREAKTHROUGH!!!! YESSSS! Ive learned that breakthrough is a choice! Its something you have to FIGHT FOR and search for. Its something your flesh does not want! Well at least my flesh didnt. Isnt that weird. The word is true.....nothing good dwells in our flesh! I wanted to hang on to hurt, I wanted to continue to be ANGRY! For someone who has never lived life wanting to be angry. It was interesting that I would want to be angry and sad. What I had to do is PRESS and love those that I didnt trust or want to be around. That was the first step on my road to true FORGIVENESS.
It will start out UNCOMFORTABLE....but after a few moments your spirit will be at ease and that flesh will begin to finally SHUTUP! I love when my flesh is quiet...that thing is WILD and when in control...there will be TROUBLE, TROUBLE, TROUBLE! Trouble for me and anyone else around for the whirlwind. One thing I discovered about me is that I have EXTREME INFLUENCE over many people, when Im down...it takes EVERYONE down! No one hangs out (even when I stay home), everyone is on edge and things fall apart. Seems like a point to be arrogant....NO! God has entrusted me with the lives of many people....no Im a Pastor (but I do have a GREAT one)...but many ppl follow me and as a leader its my responsibility to always be positive even through the tough times. That way I can teach others how to handle hardship....
Sometimes God calls some of us as leaders because He knows that our love for people will be one of the only things to keep us in line. I love people too much to allow them stumble! I know I will get through my issues...but they may not if they allow their emotions to take control! One breakdown for some can be the beginning of spiritual demise! I cant allow it! I wont allow it!
I stand on the word that says the JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH! Thats not cliche...its TRUTH! A truth I now receive....
My reaction is my RESPONSIBILITY!
Till Next Time....somebody is ALWAYS watching you!

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